sentience

Going by what we humans have learned about the universe thus far; it seems impossible that earth would be the only planet with sentient creatures. There must be countless other planets similar to earth with plants and animals, and societies, and all the things we have here, all doing their own things. To me there is no doubt.

What I question though is whether any other sentient beings have ever found their way to us here on earth. Like they say. Some believe that aliens have been here all along, for longer than I have been alive anyway. I find it difficult to truly believe.

I've been alive for nearly 55 years, and I have seen nothing with my own eyes that I would consider irrefutable evidence of non-human beings among us. Never seen an unidentifiable flying object. Never seen anyone eat a banana without peeling it, or a turd with big eyes and a long neck that can make kids on bikes levitate. But I do wonder. Wondering is what I do. Like, what if they are here, and have been for decades?

To me that would imply that they are not here to overpower us, or to eliminate us. If they were here with malicious intent, they most likely would have done something by now. So what then? Are they trapped here? Are they secretly coming and going? Are they studying us?

If they are just studying us like we are an evolving science project, they must think we are so fucking stupid. Our biggest flaw I would say, one flaw of many, is that our entire society revolves around currency that we all magically and continuously agree has some sort of value. A very tiny minority of us humans hoards most of that currency for no other reason than to have more of it than they had yesterday. With that wealth they manipulate themselves into positions of power. And they are the absolute worst of the worst of us. Everything they do is to feed an insatiable lust and greed for more wealth and more power. They use it to manipulate and control the vast majority of us, and they do not care at all how much suffering their activities are causing.

And now, over the last year or so, the icing on the cake, is that the entire disgustingly corrupt and lopsided system is in a state of chaos because of one terrible man. He is someone who has always been an intellectually stunted malicious narcissist, and is now also old and senile. He should be in a nursing home, but the ultra wealthy used their power, and their hoard of wealth, to purchase him a position as the most powerful world leader. Everything he says and does is having a negative impact on hundreds of millions of people. His nonsense and cruelty has to be taken very seriously though because he has access to very powerful military weapons. He has surrounded himself with ass kissing goons that could stop him, but they are not. They are just as stupid, cowardly and self centered as he is. It is all rather ridiculous.

mad children

For over a year now, me and my gang of loyalist unqualified bootlickers have been insulting you, lying to you, threatening and bullying you. We have been imposing illegal sanctions on almost all countries, even you our allies, and calling them tariffs. Tipping the balance and causing chaos in everything we touch. All for no other reason than to make the ultra wealthy, and ourselves, more wealthy. These things we have been doing, and more, have been at the expense of your citizens and mine. Why are you not coming to help us clean up this mess of a war that we started for no reason, and now can't stop because we were too stupid and incompetent to really know who we were attacking?

They keep talking about the leaders of other countries forming a coalition to deal with the war that is impacting almost everyone worldwide. There is a sense of it being like adults entering a room where mad children have erupted into chaos. Just a thought, but maybe a good start would be to focus on disciplining the bullies who like to instigate chaos by bullying other bullies. Unfortunately they aren't just mad children though. They can't just be all pushed into their own corners with dunce caps on.

Greedy cowardly grown men too fucking stupid to use diplomacy instead of missiles and bombs. They are supposed to be leaders and protectors of the people in the countries where they have the most powerful positions. They are not only failures at leading and protecting, they are doing the opposite. They are leading their people straight into constant danger. They can all go fuck themselves.

steak and lobster

This is just locker room talk. Just me being me, you know. No big deal. Dedicated to nothing and no one. Toppled off the edge of sanity. Plunging headfirst into the abyss of absurdity.

Hardy har, the department of kidnapping, murder and lies. While hundreds of millions of people could barely afford food, they were spending over twenty million dollars on steak and lobster, some of which they were no doubt stuffing into their own stupid filthy lying pie-holes. I envision it being their primary diet. Over twenty million spent just in the month of September. I don't imagine the portions that were sent to the troops were top quality like they had for themselves. It is disgusting on so many levels.

The dining room where they gathered for the feast glowed a dim strange yellow, like being trapped in a stain, from dusty chandeliers reflecting off of all the unnecessary gaudy fake gold ornamentation. It is impossible to describe a spectacle like it without using too many adjectives. The drunkard, seated to the right hand of the old man, stopped using a fork a long time ago. His shiny oily fingers dunked a piece of lobster into a bowl of melted butter while he slurred, "can I, can I have a war, can I please, oh glorious leader".

Perhaps they have descended far below and beyond being a regime, and are now a kind of new political thing that does not yet have a name? A gang of idiotic unqualified goons in positions of power who lack the knowledge to maintain anything. Pouring every ounce of time, energy, and hundreds of billions of dollars into maintaining appearances, and doing it very poorly.

Is it even politics anymore when it feels like a lawless dystopian game? If they don't murder every human on the planet, their lame attempt to govern will be studied for decades. I mean, if humans have a future, and if study and learning ever become 'a thing' people do again.

The old man at the head of the table, who appeared to be dozing, but was paying attention, says, "of course you can have your war, sweety. We don't even need permission."

A look on his face like he needed to fart, but decided that it wasn't worth the risk. His shaking discoloured hands opened the lid of a fast food box that was on a silver platter on the table just beyond his bulging belly. He expertly gripped the burger inside, then raised it to his gaping stinking dumpster of a lying mouth hole, and shoved nearly half of it in. When he bit down, a gob of the pale pinkish orange sauce with bits of onion and lettuce in it squished out near his thumb, and sort of slid and rolled down, and then fell from his sagging chin. While chewing, he looked and sounded as though he might suffocate from having to breathe through his nose for a few seconds. While chewing and swallowing he stared at the uneaten portion of burger in his hands. He considered another bite, then decided not. As he placed it back in its box he appeared momentarily confused that there were two burgers in boxes already on the silver platter. And then there were three. Each burger had one bite gone. One had a fly darting around between the sesame seeds on the top bun. He couldn't remember biting the two other burgers, who brought them, or when. Then tiredness. His eyes drooped closed and his head nodded forward.

I guess murder is legal if you use bombs and call it war? The murders they commit are like what they say about cockroaches I'm sure. Similar in a way that if we see the resulting deaths from a few bombs, then there are sure to be thousands that we don't see.

The dining room was too hot, and smelled like cold congealed grease on meat, carnivorous body odor mixed with fading cologne, and gas being excreted from both ends of those seated at the table. Most of them were drunk on expensive bourbon and didn't notice the smell. Someone lit a cigar to try and mask it. It only added to the grotesquery. The ones not drunk on liquor were drunk on power. Some couldn't remember their job titles, or who resigned or got fired before they were handed the job. They found it funny to be part of something that they used to make podcasts and news about. All of them lacked the intelligence and introspection to view themselves as taking part in the creation of lies instead of merely propagandizing about them.

The old man abruptly woke from dozing. It startled those seated close to him when he loudly started blathering on about how the new leaders (who are replacing the ones he illegally eliminated) need to be peaceful and democratic. None of them realized, let alone acknowledged, that peace and democracy are being destroyed in the country they are supposedly leading. The power and the money, amen.